Not Just a Dog

Some of my proudest moments have come about with "just a dog." Many hours have passed and my only company was "just a dog," but I did not once feel slighted. Some of my saddest moments have been brought about by "just a dog," and, in those days of darkness, the gentle touch of "just a dog" gave me comfort and reason to overcome the day. If you, too, think it's "just a dog," then you will probably understand phases like "just a friend," "just a sunrise," or "just a promise." "Just a dog" brings into my life the very essence of friendship, trust, and pure unbridled joy. "Just a dog" brings out the compassion and patience that makes me a better person. Because of "just a dog" I will rise early, take long walks and look longingly to the future. So for me, and folks like me, it's not "just a dog" but an embodiment of all the hopes and dreams of the future, the fond memories of the past and the pure joy of the moment. "Just a dog" brings out what's good in me and diverts my thoughts away from myself and the worries of the day. I hope that someday they can understand that it's not "just a dog" but the thing that gives me humanity and keeps me from being "just a human." So the next time you hear the phrase "just a dog." just smile....because they "just don't understand."

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

The Big Day!

We are on our way to MSU right now am I am feeling incredibly calm. I have the van all packed, Lucky is napping in the back and my Mom is driving so hopefully I can rest. Getting up at 5 a.m. is horrible and Lucky was not to fond of it either, laying in bed until I made him get up to eat. Gotta go now and say my prayers

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

rain rain go away

The night before the big trip to MSU, its raining and I am feeling so nervous but so blessed that I am able to do this for Lucky. I have been preparing for three years and I still feel completely unprepared. I know for certain that everything will be okay because it has to be. I received the most amazing card yesterday and it gave me so much faith that this is in Gods hands and those are very trustworthy hands to be in. I still am having trouble with the thought of being away from him for minimum 2 nights. I have never been so sad to have the whole bed to myself. Until tomorrow I must go and spend time with my baby. Good night